Soooo

I just want to drop a few lines. I have been on the roller coaster of life the last 26 years. Most bumps good some bad. I have finally found the happy medium bump of life in my heavenly father. I have made the decision to put my life fully in gods hands and since I decided this my life has been so awesome. Work has looked up, my view of life is so much bigger than it has EVER been. I want to lead by example now and not be the one to follow the lead. I am so blessed to have the family I have even though we are all scattered all over the place we are close and I love each and every one of you with all my heart. I feel even more blessed just sitting here listening to my little boys playing,I do not know what I would do without these little blessings in my life. Yes I struggle and stress alot, my job as a mom of 3 boys is a tough one but more rewarding than tough. I have a great husband that is such a hard worker and I am so greatful to have shared this road of life with him and to continue on our journey called life. My little family is working on going to the temple, it has been a blessing every step of the way but def. not easy. The greatest insurance I have in this life is just the thought of having all my family together again on the otherside. Non members ask me how I know its true and I just tell them that even if its not I can go through life not scared and believing that we will all be reunited on the other side. It sounds alot better than saying we have little time together on earth lets live it to the fullest. I love this lifestyle I live, I have lived a few different ones but none of them were as forgiving as this one. Everyone is always so supportive and non judgemental and always accepts you back with open arms. I have come to realize the people that are important to me and the people that I am important to and they are truly amazing and have been with me through my amazing journey and some I have just picked up recently but they have also touched my life in some way and taught me something that has helped me become the woman I am. I realize that everyone, good or bad, has come into my life for some reason and I have NO regrets was so ever because everything I have been through has been a lesson and made me stronger obviously because I am still alive. I cannot wait to be sealed for time and all eternity with my family, there will be no greater feeling and I hope that all my family can be present because this means so much to me and is yet another mile stone in life I want to share. I love you all.