Getting big to fast!!

Soo, Jenifer posted a blog about her little girl and it made me realize just how fast it is going by. I realized that Koby is just going to keep growing up physically and mentally and emotionally!! Next year he will be in school alllll day. I know its a whole yeah away, howeever these years seem like months...they fly by like a jet!! I hugged him good bye this morning before he left for the bus...I just held him and kept kissing him and telling him I lvoed him and he says mom, I will be back later I gotta go and kept trying to pull away....I had to force myself to not cry cause he is very tender hearted and would have felt bad for leaving me...Mason, he has been helping me clean allll morining. Santi brought home 2 bass from fishing yesterday and cleaned them in the sink, well I turned the garbage disposal on and heard a horrible sound and turned it off and stuck my hand in and EWWW a ground up fish head!! Mason came to my rescue!! He dug it out for me and took it out to the trash!! I am truly lucky to have little boys, and Koby killed a black widow outside for me while I was screaming!! LOL Mason will start kindergarten next year...Man I love my little boys and it is so hard to grasp the fact that I will never have these moments back. I try to just enjoy every minute of precious times we have together. It is much easier to love them when they are being cute and sweet!! LOL I feel like my life is passing me by and I can't slow it down. Alex, he is just growing waaaay to fast. He would much rather be put in his own bed to fall to sleep now instead of me cuddling him and rocking him to sleep. I know this is suppost to be an exciting thing and it is when I am busy but, I miss the whole cuddling thing. He is already showing signs of wanting to do it by himself. Me and my mom went yard sselling and I got alex smoe toys and he was so excited about one little dog I bought him he gooed and talked to it for the longest times. I also bought him some other toys and he gets so excited and wants to play with them really bad but cannot get his hands to work for him just yet..Well for those that have kids take this to heart and enjoy every thing from cute precious moments to the arguing and fighting moments cause they don't last..the fighting and arguing just gets worse the older they get!! LOL